| i'm a man and let me tell you like a man.  it's hard to get over the first love.  i can personally attest to it.  i've been happily married with children for years now.  i'm not going to tell you how long.  just long. 7 S: g: E% y, s" P5.39.217.77; a# U3 y/ M' F4 N. y. a: S9 B' U# ^
 i love my wife, my kids and my family.  but deep in my mind, i still remember the girl i fell in love for the first time.  but i always remember one thing.  there should be line drawn between reality and fantasy.  tvb now,tvbnow,bttvb3 C% l0 s3 G7 q% a6 e
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 for me reality is very real and a fantasy is just a bubble.  as long as you don't let your bubble inflates too large, it won't burst and you can always have it.
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 . u4 Q! l! X# m5.39.217.77if a married man let his fantasy get out f hand, it could turn into a disaster -- just like the Hindenburg.
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